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rain, rain falling in the sky

i wonder why, oh tell my why

why does everything fall in the sky.

i also wonder why do i fall in love.

 

when i fall for you, i get weird.

i feel something special. something that

i havenever felt before. i guess it's a crush, but i

think differently. oh well, now i dont feel like myself

anymore. it's hard to find a good girl like you.

i think that i'm in love with you.

I'm not afraid.

You just hurt me in a way

That it sinks inside of me.

I was going to tell you

That I love you.

But now it doesn't matter

Cause, we are apart

Far away.

We cannot be together

I can't feel

The way I feel anymore

Because of you.

I have sleeples nights

And dark days. I

don't want to be with you

Or in this world.

I hope you understand

I hate you and myself

Please rip my heart out.

Cause I want to die,

because I am heartbroken

In my eyes, the way you look at me.

I can't really tell you the way you are breaking

me.

I just wish that I could tell you,

How much I care for you.

I wish we could be something more

I like standing by you, trying to talk to you.

You know what?

I just like everything about you.

I just want to tell you this, but  I am too shy.

That's why I get slightly weird.

You might think that I'm odd, but I am not.

I just can't tell you verbally

I just can do it in writing.

I LOVE YOU

pitter patter pitter patter

standing alone in the pouring rain

at last my dear

holding on to the very last moments of life

i got a new Macbook Pro about 7 months ago. it fried in December because of three spontaneous power outages within a two hour period. Being the dumbass self I am, i lost EVERYTHING so now i have to make everything up from scratch redownload photoshop when i get a new computer. i just cannot afford to go to a technician to say buy another mac. so since its wiped clean, i'm going to probably sell the mac for parts and keep the plug as a backup for when i get another macbook pro. i love how it works even bought second hand off of ebay. so i'd have to temporarily use my family member's laptop to submit what i do have in STASH and when i do get my new laptop organize it better from then. 

Merry Christmas to all my followers that celebrate the holiday. and Happy Holidays to those who do not celebrate Christmas outright. Hopefully 2017 will be the year I focus more on traditional drawings and art. Because my goal for the end of 2017 is to get at least 1 recent traditional drawing submitted here, and get at least my first Wreck this Journal completed and half of the second journal completed by Christmas of 2017.

          

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